Hard day...

Today was an extremely difficult day.
I have been getting up early to go visit my Mom in the hospital everyday. There is so much to do that I only get over there once a day lately. The girls have prom this Saturday so it has been rushing around trying to find shoes, cover ups for their dresses etc...
I have rubbed my eyes to the extent of rubbing out clumps of eye lashes. :( Never done that before. I am going to have to wear false eye lashes this Saturday so I don't look ridiculous with missing eye lashes.
Also my Dad has been making me stress (not on purpose on his part) but he is in such a negative mood. He does not want to really do anything to take back his life. It is like he waits till I come over there and do it for him. (like paying his bills) I can not keep up with everything. He does not even want to call insurance companies to straighten out anything. I had to put my foot down and tell him he had to do it.
Ken and I are both chaperone's at the home school prom and I went to find something to wear and had no luck only came away feeling discouraged. I decided finding a dress was not going to happen. It would be a waste of money that we do not have. I would never wear it again so not going to happen. After shopping I had to swing by Walmart by the mall and pick up a purse because my purse broke while I was dress shopping. When I came out I could not find my truck and thought it has been stolen because my remote would not sound. As it turns out I had parked completely on the other side of the parking lot. My mind does not work so well when it is sleep deprived. Maybe it does not work so well even when it isn't. lol!

Anyway to end my day I felt like I had to fall on my knees in prayer to come back to life again. Now I feel much better. Thank you Lord for not forsaking me. You were there all a long just waiting for me to come to you.