Unload

I fell asleep after dinner last night so I woke up really early this morning. I can not go back to sleep so I think it is time to unload. Sorry guys this blog is not only where I post updates on my Mom and Dad but guess it going to be used to get things off my chest. :(

I find I when I am really tired and pass out from lack of sleep it easier than laying my head down on the pillow and my mind running off in all directions. I know this is when the devil works on me. I find myself looking at the big picture of everything (bad idea by the way) ... like how I am going to do all this. These are the kind of thoughts the devil puts in my mind. When my Dad comes home and until he is able to help with mom I will be there every night doing the night shift. My parents live day to day like the rest of us so private nursing is out of the question. How can I keep up the pace? BUT... the Holy Spirit reminds me that God will provide... trust in Him... take it a DAY AT A TIME. This is how the devil makes us feel overwhelmed and with worries. I can not do this on my own but I can face anything with God on my side. I know that through this he will be glorified and praised. Thank you Jesus because you love me and you will not forsake us or leave us.

Today is Ken and I's wedding anniversary. The hubby is going to take me out and do something later this evening. Maybe dinner and a movie I do not know but think it is needed right now.